Hi all 👋 I'm going to give this page a try as I'm completely out of ideas, so long story short, In November past I lost my mum ( she was my mum and dad as he left when I was 2 ) I found her when I was calling to make her her lunch, I had to do CPR all on my own untill the ambulance crew arrived and took over, that day has not left my mind, also my best friend moved to the other side of the world in October and he was also my boss since then my mental health has went down hill badly, I have had to claim benefits as I cannot find any work, I am in a private rented property and I am behind in rent and some bills